Thursday, November 10, 2022

today

Even tho u are responsible for the family falling apart, You can get on w your life. Pay back all the money you took.( Gifts u may have made to children and grandchildren..., Renovations, daycare, vehicles, rehab last summer you claim didn't happen). All the interest you made from the money. Money you paid a lawyer to scheme against us with our money.
Money you claim you didn't know about? 

Saturday, August 27, 2022

Pink Dolphin pointing North - When Your Sisters Attempt to Steal your Inheritance



 The pink dolphin in the center is pointing it's flipper to the North, good weather is said to come.(1)  Moving clockwise there is a type of bluebird also looking up. There is an elephant with a seal, they share bodies, becoming something like an elephantseal - that in its own dominion is very aggressive and can make others uncomfortable.  So, I take the painting imagery as a softer, interchangeable kind of symbol. It is also known for boldness (taking disowned kin to court), embracing discomfort, accepting assistance from others, making a noise for what you believe in (my inheritance, my money, not yours disowned Sisters).(2)

 The hippopotamus is somewhat in the center and also moving more into my life at the end of the circle and represents great skills in problem solving, confidence, self-reliance and strength. It shows up in your life to let you know that you have all the resources you need to overcome the most difficult challenges in your path.  This could mean that i am up to the challenge and will have the ability to find my way through, no matter what. Other meanings could be - hidden strength, protection from harm, intelligence and wisdom, stability and fortitude in the face of adversity, calmness in crisis and honesty.(3)

Other prominant feathers of this painting are:

Egg plant  - peace & calm, letting go of resentment and frustration (4)

Red Belly Woodpecker- This is the one animal sketched beforehand. all other symbolism emerged while working with water and paint.

  Woodpecker is telling us that even if something seems difficult to do, not to give up. To do what works, even if it is unconventional. To set your own pace, your own rhythm. PEcks away at the truth until is uncovers it.(5)

Chinchilla - Letting go of negatives to move forward is one of the most valuable assets the Chinchilla Power Animal offers. The creature supports you in rising above circumstances while relying on strategic maneuvers instead of allowing fear to rule.(6)








(1) Ravenari Art on Etsy

(2)  Ravenari Art

(3) spiritanimal.info

(4) starmagichealing.com

(5) https://patc56.wordpress.com/2011/07/27/red-bellied-woodpecker-and-the-messages-it-brings/

(6) https://whatismyspiritanimal.com/spirit-totem-power-animal-meanings/mammals/chinchilla-symbolism-and-meaning/

Tuesday, August 23, 2022

Elevated Thought

The Seal is top right above the Sasquatch.  There is a blue coin the seal is nudging up towards the coffer. Seal symbolizes strength, protection and movement.
The little purple bear bottom center is receiving and embodying divine grace. 

Monday, August 22, 2022

August 22, 2022

Today, I am planting more bush beans in this lower garden. I already started some new seeds in containers: holy basil, lemon basil, flat leaf parsley, dill & multi varieties of kale.  All to be brought into my side porch once we get close to frost. Last year frost didn't come until November.

I am also hopefully hiring a lawyer pro Bono to have what is my rightful inheritance.  And I am letting go of the sister responsible until another lifetime. 

The refurbished weed whacker is coming home today!!!  Bittersweet vine I am coming for you.

Thursday, August 11, 2022

denial of equality, perversion of justice

Two years ago I did a series of paintings showing the play out of my deceiving sisters currently.

Lynn the rat, not the good kind of rat. "Empty coffers"
                    Lynn the skunk



Victory. Notice my father in up right Sasquatch arm.
two faced liar and cheating pig (sorry pig, mostly good using to symbolize snorting greedy Dee ness)
aug 2022 




muskrat - Aug 2022
Not portrayed tho good support from nature is the woodpecker of opportunities that literally knocked at my kitchen window, the dream of the good white rat in a tree symbizing issues being resolved shortly, the first seen night time porcupine a precursor in July to get my protection ready, and dream of two young parrots - not certain what they symbolize? Maybe good outcome I hope? Tho thru this I have lost connection to former relatives. (8+)


Saturday, July 10, 2021

yoga-ing

I am yoking more strongly to my Source.
More and deeper 
Constant connection and companion
Thirsting for the always and forever
Eternal timeframe
Being held
Talked to
Every atom and space
Knowing the One
All
I will only be found inside of love
Peace
Trust
And
Joy

I am one with Source
I am one with Source
I am one with first, eternal god- source

Let it be as it is said.


Saturday July 9

The wind
Where does the edge of it form?
Am I on the edge here?
I am with the birds.
There are four baby bluebirds, the one flaps it's wings at the solo pigger cowbird.
The same bluebird is scolding and flapping at a snarfing bluejay.
Alot of feeding after the Elsa rains.
I missed a day sitting on my back porch steps.
A pink cosmo, the first bloom of this season opened in the downpours.
Many potted zinnias from seed are budding.
The majestic wild lettuce is a head over me now.
There is tiger Lily, black-eyed susans, geranium and beebalm.
I am happy to be alive.

Sunday, July 4, 2021

Sunday

I let the birdsong fill me completely
Naked body at the door
This morning
.dew mist fill me now
I have created more 
TRh-U'ah with every breath in the hours
Of the night
So empty of most else that could leave 
Space to perpetual gracing
Grace grace and many traces
Of my beloved All.

Monday, March 15, 2021

Half way through March in below 30 temp and many Birds

I have a large flock of starlings here today.  They seem to be a travel pack including three red-winged blackbirds, three rather large sparrows and a handful of cowbirds.  This, today when earlier were three large turkeys close by to the house and the first pair of bluebirds to ever have eaten here in 23 years.  The bluebirds came on the third day of the special platform feeder put out with mealworms (10 dollars per pound).  

I am reading a book about a starling that raised by hand can talk sentences and sing.  I mentioned to this group here today that at any time there is a call to hand raise one of their young for any reason, please consider me for that job.

I used to be keen on raising a raven until I studied and saw they eat a lot of meat and roadkill everyday.



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Saturday, March 13, 2021

Mugs

The first mug "still point" is at a special low price as my first mug to be offered on my Etsy site.  Many more mugs are coming and also prints.  Please check back often.

Thursday, March 11, 2021

March 11th 2021

 I am a full time artist. I paint daily and compose music. 

Beyond the barriers

Watercolor 16 x 20 on birch






Monday, September 3, 2018

For sale "the new soft"



The old conquistador bear of boundaries who blew sheep over with a look is giving way to a younger bear with a soft blanket on it's head.


8x10. Acrylic, watercolor and inks
$150 on paper ready to pop into frame

Payment through PayPal who accepts cc without joining.

Email me at tobineckian@gmail.com